I set the phone down and listened to the wood stove tick. Twenty minutes later, Megan texted again, this time without a photo. Back in November, Mom had told everyone I had already booked the house, and she had promised them the extras too: the photographer, the ocean-view room, the upgraded desserts. When no confirmation arrived, she told them I was only testing their patience and would surrender by Christmas Eve. Megan wrote that she had believed it because believing it was easier than asking me. I read it twice and answered, “Thank you for telling me the truth.”
I did not rescue them. Trevor found two rooms at a roadside motel and paid for them himself, and Aunt Barbara ate a vending machine dinner in the lobby, which she later called humbling. I thought about the envelope of receipts that slid across my passenger seat last year, and about Dad’s chair, which Mom never let anyone move. For nine years I had believed that paying was how I kept him close. Sitting beside that stove with one plate and one mug, I understood that I had been paying to keep the silence away, and that no amount of money had ever filled it.
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